Journal

Writings & Reflections

Thoughts on technology, writing, history, philosophy, and whatever refuses to leave my head.

A Strange Week in Tokyo
EssayStoryLife

A Strange Week in Tokyo

July 3, 2026

I still want to return someday. Not to relive that week. Just to make new memories of my own.

If Time Doesn’t Kill Me, My Love For You Will
EssayLove

If Time Doesn’t Kill Me, My Love For You Will

June 20, 2026

A reflection on love, memory, and the quiet cruelty of healing. Written somewhere above the clouds, between Tokyo and Jakarta.

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ReviewBook

White Nights

May 26, 2026

On loneliness, memory, and the illusion of being chosen.

Holding The Cathedral
StoryFictionHistoryLove

Holding The Cathedral

May 18, 2026

A Record of Staying Where I Was No Longer Needed.

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EssayPolitics

Is It Wrong to Lose Faith in Your Own Country?

May 16, 2026

A personal reflection on political disillusionment, civic trust, and what it means to keep loving a country that continues to disappoint you.

Malam di Pinggiran Kayutangan
EssayStoryLifePolitics

Malam di Pinggiran Kayutangan

March 15, 2026

Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?

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StoryLove

X&Y

March 10, 2026

The song that finally made sense.