Writings & Reflections
Long-form thoughts on technology, political history, philosophy, Tokyo travels, and ideas that linger in the notebook.

Pancasila as a Philosophische Grondslag
Why Indonesian political parties seem to speak the same ideological language.

A Strange Week in Tokyo
I still want to return someday. Not to relive that week. Just to make new memories of my own.

If Time Doesn’t Kill Me, My Love For You Will
A reflection on love, memory, and the quiet cruelty of healing. Written somewhere above the clouds, between Tokyo and Jakarta.
White Nights
On loneliness, memory, and the illusion of being chosen.

Holding The Cathedral
A Record of Staying Where I Was No Longer Needed.
Is It Wrong to Lose Faith in Your Own Country?
A personal reflection on political disillusionment, civic trust, and what it means to keep loving a country that continues to disappoint you.

Malam di Pinggiran Kayutangan
Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?
X&Y
The song that finally made sense.
Caching
A technique to stores frequently accessed data in faster, temporary storage, like memory, to reduce server load and improve response time.